everytime? sighx.. you really dun know anything do you? stop doing this to me.. really.. im so scared. i really really am. of what i am really unsure of sometimes. but please. dont do this? i cant take it? i cant. i wish you knew sometimes. i wish you knew what you do to me? its not that its anything bad or anything.. but jez the effect you have on me? i wish you'd stop being so daft. sighx.. but ya.. i feel so lost sometimes? i do so badly wanna turn back time, to return to that moment? those moments.. to go back to my own lil world.. our own lil world? dare i say that? or did i simply imagine those up? sighx.. i wish? for you to know? but i don't dare. sighx. nevermind.

picture this
you and me
walking down
a white sand beach
we're holding hands
the warm winds blow
we're all alone

all these dreams
are fantasies
they're not real
not reality
now i cry over you
nearly die over you
and all these bits and pieces of us that i try to find

are only paintings in my mind
faded memories
of another place and time
we were happy as can be
you were loving me
and now its just an image that i find
like the paintings in my mind

tommy page ~ paintings on my mind