the first time iv managed to lose myself. to lose myself. to not think about you. but i cant? that show. it was nice. really really? very nice.. an that actor. his face? albeit a child.. but that face. wow.. i jez had to find out his name? jez the name of that actor.. but i wish i hadnt? that name. your name. why? why me? why cant i jez put you aside? to not think about you? what is it about you anyway.. ugh.

i fall to pieces when i hear your name
my concentration somehow isn't the same
i think about you from the moment i rise
i see visions of you, when i close my eyes..

sighx.. if only you knew? if only you'd ever know? jez the effect you have on me...
sigh