hey there? yeapx.. sighx.. jez came back from my erm, studying session? which so way didn work? i mean, for one thing, i havent seen wenz in a while also la.. so the first few moments were spent on well, catching up? a lot of moments actually? yea.. hmmmx.. the last time i saw her was on the chinese paper day? ya~.. last monday lorx.. you cant blame me for having loads to say ritex? too much perhaps? ahaha. but yea.. then meifeng came by.. cuz needed to return her money for mr-funny-hair's bouquet? ahaha.. yea.. ended up chatting with her for like what? 1 hour? ahaha.. cannot make it.. tsk.. but yea.. it was nice talking to her also? yea.. miss her so? ahaha.. wenz think we kinda look alike? reeaaalllly?

ah well.. ya.. crapx.. so slacky? am so dead? yea.. shall clear my room later? maybe il be in the mood to study then? *cross fingers* yea.. aiya.. sighx.. dunno how? what am i gonna do man.. ya.. meifeng got into NUS? so cool.. her first choice somemore? yea.. wish i knew what i wanted to do.. blerghx..

anyway.. met enci an xueping there? an the freaky girl? the one with the soooper long an high skirt? the one that talks to herself? an ya.. basically weird? sigh.. if only jay was there.. aiyo..

kk.. feeling lost? empty? an iv got a weird eye thingy.. well, in my eye? like doh.. but ya.. man.. its so irritating.. aiya. crapx.. did i see something wrong? no waaaad.. if i did, im sure id remb? ahaha.. hehx.. but ya.. sighx.. feel so stuffy inside? so men? nono.. not plural of man..but men? hanyu pinyin men? mmmx.. whatever? yea.. sighx.. feeling like letting things out? but to who? him? ya.. i wanna.. but i dun dare? ah wellx.. what to do? ..what if, there's another one he's thinking of.. i hope not? i think id implode.. is there such a word? an internal explosion? ahaha.. yea.. cuz id never let it out? i know.. yea.. but ya.. sighx.. i do so wanna tell? jez to well.. i dunno.. get it off my chest? but im scared? so scared.. im actually trembling now? like, my fingers arent steady an all? crapx.. blerghx.. ah well.. gotta go take out my contacts? the eye thing is driving me nutx.. blerghx

love ya.. an you too? but well, maybe jez like la huh? but ya~