ugh..
i feel so sick.. i feel like puking.. ugh.. i know its not true? i think? i hope? but ugh.. to actually see it in words.. ugh.. i cant take it? why cant it be me instead? i can jez feel my insides going all missing? or something? why does it affect me so? he says he doesn? but still? it does.. it does.. the jealousy? its eating me from inside? i hate this.. i hate feeling this way? i feel like crying.. an the pretty moon is NOT helping.. blerghx..