yo babex.. jez came back from school.. yea.. waited with wenz cuz she had ta do this chinese listening thingy? yea.. then like that other isk was sitting next to us.. having consultation with his teach.. after which we started talking? mmmx.. tho we were in the same tioman group, we dun really smile at each other an stuffx.. yea.. was holding onto my reaction kinetics stuffx.. so we started chatting bout chem.. an he actually lent me this kinetics revision excercise? dun ask me y i dun have it, but i jez dont la.. yea.. mmx.. i dunno.. am very touched tho its a really small thing? yea.. i wouldn say he is a complete stranger.. but somewhat?

yea.. maybe the world aint such bad place afterall.. sometimes you really really wonder if anyone actually cares.. then comes along this nice person that jez proves to you that yea.. there's kindness in this world.. i dunno.. mmmx.. so yepx.. i dunno.. am i thinking too much? but like.. yea.. guess sometimes the littliest (is there such a word!? "little-est"?) gesture can really really make somone's else' day.. does any of this make sense!?

anyway.. msg'd isk.. the ji isk.. bob.. whatever.. i dunno.. i guess i was in the wrong.. shouldn have blown up on him.. i dunno.. am really sorry. but yea.. you'v know me for so long.. hope you can understand me.. i swing real easily.. do forgive me.. an yea 'mad an isk are actually coming for my concert too? yea. 'mad says he was there last year.. anyway.. wouldn know? yea.. wasn that close to him then.. its only after isk left that we became closer? yea.. he's a swell guy.. he lets me vandalise on his arms.. ahaha..

mmx.. i dunno.. dun think il be goin ta school tmr.. hehx.. bad girl bad girl.. but no la.. im really tired? an like.. econs tut!? maths assignment!? chem test on wed!? mini maths thingy on wed too!? yea.. but the trip science peeps have it worse.. met ivan jez now too.. he told me that he's got a bio test tmr.. then chem, an physics test on fri.. ahaha.. poor andy an dear ol SL..

i dunno.. this world has gotten me mixed up.. yea.. it kinda hurt that my class girls most probx wouldn be coming for my concert? tho im not that close to them? yea.. in a way, it still does.. an stace cant make it too.. she's got church camp.. sighx.. an it jez hit me that this is gonna be my last ever EVER EVER band concert? my gosh.. tho i havent been in band for as long as say clive or angel.. it has been very much a big part of my life.. guess thats y papa hates band.. anyway.. goodness.. il really miss my euphie? like that time in ji, i didn touch a euphie for like ages.. felt weird.. wish i could buy a euphie? but what for.. yea.. its the band itself that i'd miss.. sighx.. dun want band to end.. hmpfx.. really really? aiya.. dunno la...

sssiiiggghhhxx... dunno? really really dunno? i can feel a bout of depression looming ahead.. goodness. hope i dun like suddenly break down in tears like the last time.. mmm.. anyway.. yea.. isk is coming for the marathon too? yeapx.. cant wait.. thats all im looking forward to at the mo.. that marathon thingy thingy..

anyway.. woaaah now.. this is waaay long.. yea.. k la.. till next time luv..
'.+: huggiex :+.'

ooox.. anyway.. sighx.. ms tie is irritating..but shes nice? i mean, like she's owed us our revised script since friday then drag to sat then drag to today.. an today she still hasn passed it to us yet.. the presentation is on THURS!! arghx.. dun wanna go there an screw up? so maloo.. yea.. i mean.. she expects efficiency of her students? then what about herself? anyway.. like who am i to say this rightx? budden....? arghx.. whatever..