heya~ yeapx.. we had this racial harmony thingy today? it was way cool? haha.. yea.. basically this perf was put up by all the various dance groups? yea.. tho i had to sit on the floor cuz it was too packed in the lt? but it was great? haha.. samantha was the mc for the thingy? she looked so cute? haha.. i thought she spoke pretty well? ;) yeapx.. anyway.. there was this powerpoint thingy in the beginning which i thot so way rawked? ya.. cool cool.. an the dances? well, the modern dance peeps put up this hauntingly nice dance? it was totally mind blowing? the music an the dance steps? wow? haha, then it had this upbeat feel to it at one point, an sinyiaw who was sitting in front of me, turned around to grin at me? haha.. what was that for? haha.. anyway.. then it was the ICS thingy? wow.. i was trying to find vick? then i realised that she wasn in the first segment? haha.. the second part was more fun? kinda thing? ahaha.. immediately spotted maga? haha.. good ol maga.. having the time of his life? kept smiling an smiling? haha.. vick also? heez.. magamagamagamagamagamaga.. say it fast an its a real tongue twister? ha.. anyway.. then it was the malay peeps? was real cool.. loved that whole lights thingy? wow? kinda reminded my of TTLS? kinda? yea.. but all in all, all the dances were waaay cool? totally totally enjoyed myself? haha.. ;)

i liked it? its like sc where they'd always put up these performances? but this was much more different? yea.. more culturally diverse? i dunno.. but ya.. first time that iv been in sucha mixed kinda environment? i mean, both my pri an my sec school didn really offer a very properly mixed environment? an well, this is one experience i'd never forget? yea.. an well, to see these people you see around the school dance? i mean, they look so different? when they are so absorbed an into it all? like maga? i mean, seeing him dance really puts him in a different light? from seeing him in class? can see that he's totally enjoying himself? yea.. i miss band now.. ahaha..

yea.. jiahui hurt herself during interhouse yest? aiyo.. take care o.. sighx.. then ya.. realised that i have absolutely nothing to say to stephy's pekpek? sighx.. feels weird? anyway.. ya.. hope wenz will be fine? hopefully its only a temp kinda thing? .+hugx+.

anyways.. met isk? heez.. ya.. passed him his zippo? finally? sighx.. better not use it too often arhx.. harx.. was nice seeing him? really.. miss him man.. but he has this ability to make me think? even without saying anything? maybe cuz.. i dunno.. very comfortable with him? yea.. almost teared jez now when i was there? sighx..

haven't slept at all in days
it's been so long since we have talked
and i have been here many times
i just don't know what i'm doing wrong

what can i do to make you love me
what can i do to make you care
what can i say to make you feel this
what can i do to get you there

there's only so much i can take
and i just got to let it go
and who knows i might feel better
if i don't try then i don't hope

no more waiting, no more aching
no more fighting, no more trying...

maybe there's nothing more to say
and in a funny way i'm calm
because the power is not mine
i'm just going to let it fly..


love ya~