have you ever wondered?
about "you"?
who you really are?
what your purpose in this world is?
what there is in store for you?
what kinda person you will be? or be with?
have you gone about doing some mundane chore,
an then get hit by a bolt of realization
that there is more to life?
have you ever felt that you dun really exist?
or that you are simply wasting your life away?
that happines cannot be simply found?
but its up to you to make your own happiness?
then why is it that we allow ourselves
to sink into this hole of dispair?
to get caught up so badly in our own lil world
an think that everyone is out to be against us?
that, that special someone is never gonna be found
an you are gonna be doomed to life of utter misery?
(why is it that we know we shouldn be online typin these things..
but we still do it anyway?)
why must we get so carried away
when lookin through photos
an then end up lookin at our diary
an reminisce about times past
an long for them to return
to turn back time
to be beside you again..
to talk
to laugh
to be your friend.
is that too much to ask?
why did this all have to happen?
this is so unfair..
but then again..

life isnt fair