sighx.. i shouldn have right? sighx.. was actually fine today? sighx.. until... sighx.. only have myself to blame.. but i didn know it have such great effect on me? *blerghx*

anyway.. da jie jez came over? haha.. happily.. came over, an pass magazines, tiramisu (ehx? is that how you spell it?) an guess what? ahaha.. a stack of JJ paper? (wanted to type fullscap? but is that the spelling? anyway..) ahaha.. its like 15 years old lorx.. what the heck.. mmmx.. cant bear to use it? hehx.. yea.. she so cute? she actually went to dig it up for me.. haha.. love her to bits!

yepperx.. she's really pregnant? an haha.. mimi happily say her baby very cute? jez cuz she saw the ultrasound? an like, she saw the heart pumping away? so thats = very cute? huh? shalln bother to learn to understand..

anywayx.. osiris still aint feelin well.. hasn put on any weight so far? an he keeps puking up all he eats.. sighx.. *worried* mmmx.. an ya.. its hellava irritating cuz i keep having to clean up after him? blerghx..

mmmx.. getting irritated with him.. think he knows? yea.. im sorry.. tis jez the way i am.. gimme some space? yea.. leave me alone for a while an i'l be fine? sighx.. but i really no mood at all to talk to him also lorx.. am evil rightx? but ya.. sighx..

feeling oh so fuzzy now.. ughx.. driving me nuts.. feels like iv got a billion hairballs in me or something.. driving me nuts.. i really shouldn have.. but ya.. i did.. an ya.. tis driving me nuts..

i miss him...