yay! they won! chip an reichen won! ahaha.. so happy.. heez.. its amazing how tv shows control my life sometimes.. ahaha.. yea.. but think reichen kinda looks like a sharkie when he smiles? ahaha.. funny..

anyway.. wasn expecting that jez now? it kinda took me by surprise.. i really really thought it was? sighx.. but ya.. hate the way i psyche myself up for nothing? sighx.. then ya.. couldn concentrate from then on? sighx.. i jez felt.. well.. miserable.. tis the only word.. sighx.. actually its my own fault? yea.. i delude myself too much.. listening to those songs playing now doesn really help either.. jez serves to bring back more memories.. things never to return.. lost.. forever? seems like it.. feeling oh so empty.. it sucks..

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