hmmmx.. been thinkin a lot? i dunno.. im like that.. but im not sad.. jez thought a lot.. 'haps tis cuz it feels like my exams are sorta'semi over? hahaa.. as if.. well ya.. watching that show on CNA jez now really hit me? i dunno.. he jez seems so perfect.. so wonderful? haha.. who am i lor.. i know i know.. i shouldn be thinking these thoughts.. but hey.. im sure everyone thinks these thoughts once a while? so ya.. here's my "once a while" la.. yea.. i dunno.. sometimes feel saddened.. like, dun you ever get saddened at some point for no reason? yea.. guess im feelin a lil of that now? mmm.. feel hopeful sometimes? but like, yea.. aft watching that show, it kinda screams "wake up, edna!!"? y'know? aie.. the horrid truth of life.. tis jez like that? nvm.. mr right will come yea? i'l jez sit here, all patient an all.. dun worry? tho im usually rather impatient.. but for my future happiness.. i'l manage to be patient~

an ya.. was listening to our syf pieces a while back? think twas tues night? hahaa.. happily, not studying for maths, but listening to band songs lor.. yea.. haha.. mmmx.. realised how much i missed band? really really? aiyo~ i cant imagine an entire life ahead without band? haha.. join mus'art? i'l think about that.. ahaha.. mmmx.. am i loud? as in, aiyo.. can hear myself lorx.. quite bad actually? ahaha.. i dunno.. miss it nonetheless~ aikx.. then listened to the other pieces also? tintin, october.. an then vivo per lei? haha.. an all the cool lady's songs? everytime i hear congo on the radio? yea.. an ocean deep also.. i think bout last year? sighx~ i really miss band? am so happy i didn leave to go join someother cca? sometimes i see the other people from other ccas? i wouldn have liked being like them? i like my band life actually? tho mimi + pa dun seem to understand? an the jies also? surprising, seeing that they too were from band? aiya.. but mmx.. tis over now? A'levels edna. A'levels! sighx.. i miss band.. i miss my baby.. i miss that sad sounding lil thing.. realised it kinda sounds like a lil wounded elephant when i play sometimes? haha.. but i love the way lizzy + sinyiaw + adrian plays it? my "seniors"? love them all.. ermx.. maybe only the first two la huh? haha~ i really miss my instru? thank goodness i chose to play that? but ya.. have i said? i miss my instru.. i miss bandlife? sigh.. *sobx*