bad bad bad day? bloody horrid day.. friggin warm too.. ugh.. tis horrid.. am losing my temper at every slightest thing.. man.. am definately getting my period soon.. phft..

but aft receiving emi jie's email.. it def made me feel better? i dunno, guess jez seeing the mail made me feel.. i dunno? loved? an stuffx? i supposed.. like, she's there for me? and she really really cares.. oh how i wish she never moved.. how i wished she stayed nearer to us instead.. iv never been close to jujie.. maybe i have, but the unhappy moments far outweigh the (seemingly) happier ones. i miss emi jie so much.. like, last time? when she got chicken pox an all.. remb how we formed this lil team to keep the house clean an stuffx.. lil things? but i miss those moments so.. (i cant believe im actually tearing now..)

well, i suppose everyone grows up, their lives change, they meet new people, they come across obstacles, they overcome them, they come to a new point in their lives, they move on. but somehow, something'l remain forever? memories perhaps.. memories last forever? but they too warp with time. the better ones always seem much happier than they really were? an the horrid ones always seem much worst? but they remain nonetheless..

life? tis confusing.. sometimes dont you jez simply pause and wish that you could jez stop it all.. to go back? to being a child an all? innocent. carefree. loved? i dunno.. argh.. do you believe in a parallel universe? i dunno.. am "i" happier over there? sighx.