just watched the show with jujie.. yea. its nice. really it is. i love cartoons. mmm..

but seriously? i wouldv enjoyed it more had i not cried like half the time? it wasn even sad! sighx. well, it was la, the ending, as always.. an i cried then. but i cried at those un'cry'able moments too?

i'v really gotta stop all this. its getting outta hand. twas never like this before. an it aint gonna start. i cant take it. i'v really gotta get him outta my mind. really really. this isnt doing me any good.


i just want to know whats going on in his life. i dont know. sighx. i dont know what i want anymore. ugh. why must i be like this? cant i just go without liking anyone? i mean, ugh. like, feel like my heart's constantly out on a platter.. cant i just like, keep it up or something? i mean. ya. i dont know what i mean.

=argh=

i'l be fine. hopefully. well, not really.. tmr's the prom, an i dont know whats going on. as in. ya. ugh..

=argh=