sighx. i dont know what the hell's wrong with me? sighx. this is so pathetic.. but i cant help it..

i dont wanna go.. but am supposed to meet meifeng there later? what if she forgot? i kinda not wanna go an spend the whole day alone again? sighx. i know i should just study. but i hate being alone. one day yest was bad enough. today also? i hope meifeng didn forget.. sighx. i cant even drag myself outta this chair now.. *whine* i hate being alone.. sighx.

but seriously, half the time, i feel like i am? tho i'l be surrounded by people, i still feel that im alone in whatever im doing.. i dunno.. siggghhxx..

anywayx.. will be leaving on the 21st night'ish? *hint hint?* yea.. heez.. app dom kor managed to get me business class tix? ahahaa.. bestest.. but siiiggghhhxx.. i'd be alone..

alone. by myself. no one cares? (k. am hoping that aint true. but i cant help but feeling that way) siiiigggghhhxxx...