why do i feel like i dont deserve this all? sighx. i feel so.. i dunno. evil. overly blessed? i dont know. i just feel like i dont deserve this..


anyway.. want to really thank my class girls? i dunno. perhaps its the fact that today would be the second last time id be seeing them as my classmates? kinda thing? i dont know. im really grateful to them? they kinda well, accepted me with open arms at the beginning fo this year an all? yea.. like, iv really found a great great friend in them.. wenz esp? yeapx.

i dont know. before the paper started, we were all shoo'd outta the room.. then just standing there.. planning stuffs an bloody hell bitching bout everything. it felt great? haha.. standing beside those S17s? ahaha.. talking bout our thurs an fri plans an all? haha.. bitchy to the core. but wth. it was fun. i loved every minute of it. an when yao just suddenly "hey!" me? to look at mr hunky'dory? mm.. i dont know. ahaha.. got really.. overwhelmed? i dont know..

went into the room.. feeling.. i dont know.. like i owe them a lot? yea.. iv always kinda loved band more? sorta? like, gimme a choice, i'd rather go be with the band peeps. but then i realise that well, the times spent with them really do mean a lot? yea.. i really thank my stars to have met them an all? mmm.. yea.. really really..

sighx. i dont know where to begin? jiahui - always there to listen to me? yea.. esp bout him an all.. yea.. an she's every ready to provide a helping hand? haha.. sitting at the cafe.. laughing at her an her ants? haha.. an yea.. the drink stall aunty an all? stephy - her lame jokes an everything? always can talk horny with her an all? haha.. yea.. bosom buddies.. ahaha.. *winks* an yea.. the rides home with pekpek an her? haha.. thanx mr taxi.. lei - never that close to her? but yea.. she's always there for a nice gossip an all? haha.. an for a good laugh.. yaox - those silly pw days? mmm.. an gossiping bout stuffs an all? ahaha. yea.. wenny'babex - yea.. a good friend iv found.. really really.. she was always there to hear me whine bout him? everything. tanning.. bitching.. everything? i dont even know where to begin.. haha.. its confirmed. most of my time spent IS spent on bitching? hey. its a stress relieving past time? haha..

this is beginning to sound like an ode to them? haha.. but yea.. i love my class.. i do. 'maddy'babex with his oh-so-cute-arse.. an yea.. he's one fab guy.. magamagamaga.. damn.. i love his name. hahaa.. yea.. that smart ass.. silly-indian-beng-that-walks-and-dances-like-some-chicken? haha.. an yea.. the rest? haha.. yea.. an those that left.. mmm.. they were the best.. oh yes they were.. those were the ones that i was really close to? yea.. miss them all man..

will miss everything? hate to see this mess-of-a-class gone? split up? (not like we were never split to begin with) but yea.. i really hate to leave it. i had fun. i did. but alas.. its only now that i realise how much fun i had an all? sighx..

an the teachers. think i'd miss alien tan the most? with all his goofy laughter an all.. sigh. he's a nice guy. too bad he's balding tho.. that silly mama's boy.. euphie tan an warrior wong.. mmm.. teal an azah.. sighx.. an handsome ng an all? wow.. sighx.

the people who make this world a better place..
hell yea...


*sniffles* ... i'd really miss em? miss em all? yea.. sighx..