bah.. what am i doing here anyway.. grrr.. doesn even bloody feel like a holiday.. of sorts.. ugh..

well yes. work is screwy. sosoooo screwy. thank goodness im quiting soon.. cant wait! but ya. pa msg'd me just now.. saying that he hasn seen me for a few days? i mean, i was feeling bad.. an that just made me feel even worse. all the more determined to quit.. grr

but yes. some fella was happily like "still working on new year's eve?" i mean, k.. seriously? at that point, it still didn hit me that it was new year's eve? an that, i didn quite mind being there? but after being asked that question.. i was like.. wtF am i doing here.. arrrggghhh.. an yessssss.. i have to work tmr also. which by the way is a public holiday.. obv im not one of those public people.. wth. i have to work!! grrrr.. nvm.. for 1.5 of my normal pay. i shall perservere..

cant wait cant wait. this sunday would be my last day.. cant wait cant wait.. grrr

GRRR

but yeapx. finally met wenz' sunset boy.. haha.. i mean, i really cant remb him at all? really.. but yea. he's cute. short tho.. but cute. haha.. reminds me of xianx really.. that small eyes + rosy cheeks thing? mmm.. haha.. cute..

but yea. then on the way home with them.. met daniel, gavin, bushy'brows guy, *yucky* justin an bang.. haha.. totally got a shock when daniel called out to me.. sucha coincidence? mmm.. justin is an ass la.. total ass.. *erks* perhaps its just the guys from that class? haha.. *erks*

but yaaaaaa.. they were going for that JJ countdown thing.. *eeks* [but hey.. who am i to bitch. cuz those that are there arent the ones that JUST got off from work an stuck at home? *blerghx*] but yea.. its totally packed? sorta? so many people there.. an this is the first time that, that stretch in front of jay mac is so pretty? haha.. really.. it IS pretty.. pretty pretty? haha

oh my gawd. i think its been too long since iv blogged properly. sighx. i cant wait till i end man.. cant wait cant wait.. but yea.. sighx.. fuzzy? sorta. not really. deadened? maybe. sorta. confused? mmm.. totally. blerghx..

can someone please save me?