a coincidence? i suppose so. but mmm.. still cant help but feeling that it aint somehow? perhaps this is the work of an overactive imagination. but i cant help it. i really cant. an yes. i suppose it's really all just a fervent wish.. well.. maybe not. ah, i dont know. i really dont know.. an i really dont understand myself sometimes. k. "sometimes" is an underestimate. but yea..

sighx.. argh. i need to do something! argh. well, i am trying to read the lotr book? but like, i've tried countless times already? lets just hope this attempt works.