FUCK IT MAN. I DONT KNOW WHY IM JUST SO DARN FUCKING AFFECTED. BUT FUCK IT LA. I'D RATHER NOT HAVE RECEIVED THAT CALL. I SHOULD NOT HAVE EVEN PICKED UP. WHY AM I SO PISSED. FUCK. MY HEART TOTALLY DROPPED. WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO!?

im just totally bugged now. by what? dont ask me. leave me alone.

be still, my heart