fucking hell. what in the world did i do to deserve that? i mean, seriously. totally fucked up. damn fucking bitch. its precisely this very moment that i fuckingly do not even wanna go for chinese new year man. seriously. what the fucking hell for? anyway. its amazing how one fucking bitch can fuckingly affect me so damn much. why do i even bother. why did i even had to cry. its so not fuckingly worth it. fucking bitch.

thank goodness for danny. the only one who made me feel happy again. at least he was talking to me.. an i suppose i'v always idolized him. yea. he makes me feel like a person. not just some invisible fuck

seriously, what did i do wrong. fucking hell nothing. i mean, at first, i thought that she really had something to do? but she was fucking hell walking away from me. i already didn even wanna bother. but fuck. she's my fucking aunt. so i tried again. this time, aidan was there too? but she still fuckingly continued to ignore me.

its bloody fucking unfair!!!

can someone just please get me out of this exsistance. there's simply no point lor. it doesn even feel like a family anymore. whats the point. seriously, i really dont feel like turning up for fucking chinese new year. so what if i get money. who the fuck cares

i was seriously so fucking tempted to scream at her.

fuck it la