hmmm.. got pissed off just now, went for a nap, an all was well again. haha.. damn these moodswings man..

an mimi just asked me to go with her to this wedding dinner. wow.. i dont even know the people getting married. an app the dinner is starting at 8.30pm. great. so by singapore standards.. what time would it really start? what, 10pm?! sheesh.

luckily things have changed, an i.... *mumble mumble mumble*

anyhoo.. saw this really nice skin on blogskins.. mmm.. this jay one.. an that person put the nice nice song as the background sound? argh.. i want it. i tried putting it in? but to no avail. argh. an yea.. i never really liked blogs with background songs.. cuz it kinda clashed with my player? such that i can hear two songs playing at the same time? but haha.. i dont care~ i want that song! i mean, its nice. an i dont have it in cd. so i want it in my bloggg.. *whine*
added - wait! haha.. the song IS there! *eee* *eeks* im sooo cheena.. haha.. but i dont care. *stomps foot* its nice. its JAY! therefore. JAY = nice~!

sighx. i cant wait to start work. its pissing the hell outta me that its taking so long to start. an everyone who's said would pei me isnt anymore. ugh. hope linggers doesn back outta it too. i'd just die. just kill me man..

mmm.. things just dont seem to be going very well. like, sighx. am just not happy? i want to be happy. can someone please make me happy? sighx.. i want to be happy. euphoric, ecstatic, elated, exhilarated. isit that e'mpossible? sighx..


i just want to be happy again. i want to find someone else that can make me as happy as he does. someone who could bring a smile on my face the way he does. is that too much to ask for?