i should.. right? yea. i should. should i?

anyhoo. *gasp* bought the infernal affairs II vcd!! *shrieks!!* ahaha.. yeapx. for only *gasp* 8 friggin' bucks!! an its bloody real too.. wow.. anyway. wouldn buy pirated for nuts. hehx. but yeapx.. *waves the ol' pompoms!!*

yeapx. an thanx wenz' friend for treating man. the only thing i could ask for now is a free meal. cuz food is a necessity i cant afford.. sighx.. esp when i just bought a vcd. wth. haha.. i cant manage my money.. an emi jie just had to msg me today bout the zara sale? *grrr* i wanna get that top. but haha.. i just spent bout like $200 on clothes on tuesday? haha.. *faints*

an yes. just now, was stoning at this figure while waiting for the bus. when suddenly that figure hollered at me.. haha.. got a shock man.. twas actually gillian? haha.. she's cute man.. really cute.. nono.. really really really cute. haha.. [lesbian tendencies?... naw..]

but yes. back to the main point of this entry. haha.. [like there ever is any..] yeap. my biological clock is bloody hell ticking.. haha.. yeap. its ticked once [back in sec3? or was it 4? cant remb..] an its ticking now.. haha.. blame it on bukit timah plaza man..

yea.. cuz the ntuc is always fulla families an all? yea.. with all those cute lil boys? haha.. yea.. i swear i teared just now? cuz i was missing brendan an aidan la.. its been so long since i'v last saw them? sighx.. yea. but i want a lil boy of my own!!

an yeap. he shall be tanned. not fat. but just nice. he's gonna be called trent [or tristan]. he's gonna be cute. an he shall rule the world!! ahaha.. kk.. maybe not. but yea. i want a kid of my own!! haha.. omg.. i really hope this is just some PMS thingy? haha.. an that it'd go away soon.. haha.. im like a 18 year old with her biological clock ringing away at full blast.. haha

an yeapx. brendan just attended his first day at K1? haha.. so cute!! haha.. wonder what his uniform looks like.. mmm.. i should go write to jujie soon. have been wanting to since i started work.. but always too tired? nvm.. sunday is my last day!! yay!! haha.. but yea. if im missing the kids so much. i really dunno how she is coping? seems like a really long time since we'v received any letters from her? sighx..

but yea. think this is bout it la.. i think.. haha.. sheesh. i think standing like 8 hours a day kills your feet, your back an your brain cells man.. sheesh. but mmm.. haha.. technically its not really 8 hours for me.. more like 6+!? ahaha.. sucha slacker i am.. hehx