be still my heart..

oh gawds. why me.. why me of all people? why my archies?! anything but my archies. i love my archies more than anything else in my room. really. i love my archies more than my toys even. then why'd it have to be my archies?! shit la..

this is the only time i hate living in an old flat. i have no bloody idea why.. but my wall's all wet an everything. i dont mind. then recently.. i realised that my archies looked a lil.. weird. an when i took them out. i realised the whole back of the freaking shelf is wet!? shit laa..

an obv pa an mi dont realised just how important this all is to me. they just dont get it. i mean. if you dont understand.. then just shut up. stop making me feel worse about everything. when in doubt. go away!! grrr.. my archies.. an she is totally not helping.. at all.. wtf. cant she just understand that im in pain? im in no mood to quarrel with you about clothes goddammit!!

when i realised that.. i thought all my other books were gone too.. but luckily.. it seems that only my archie shelf was the worst hit.. luckily or unluckily.. i cant tell.. but at least only one shelf was damp. fuck it la. if everything had kena. i swear i'd freak out. all my books! oh gosh.

but my gosh. my archies. they are all damp an funny now.. wait.. they are always funny. but anyway. yes. oh my gosh. all 195 of them. oh man. help. an the problem is.. there are so many of them? i cant possibly sun all of them right? sighx..

an as i speak. the sun went behind the clouds..

this is a conspiracy. the world is out to get me.. oh gawds..