mmm.. went out with lynette yest. yea. meeting her was great. love her soosoo much man. sighx. really miss those times back in JJ with everyone an all.. yea..

an well, went out with rick an wenz today. mmm.. rick's a nice fella. a nice old fella. haha..

but yea. we were just sitting there an chatting.. then we got on the topic of results an everything? then yea. i realised just how screwed i am. damn

sidetrack:wen called up JJ today. an she asked bout the whole repeating thing? an as for PW? the person she talked to thinks that we would just get a straight off "0" for it. so how? sighx

but yea. an it got me thinking. somehow i realised that im actually more worried for my friends than myself? shalln name names, cuz that wouldn be nice. but yea. i sat there, an thought thru everyone. yea. im worried for them? mmm.. i really hope they'd do well. some i know will. yea. rosie, jared, maga blah blah.

mmm. im worried for some of them. some more than others of course. but yea. sighx. got onto that topic, an wenz was plain ol' "why bother".. an all? but like, i dont know. i just do? but yea. i hope that person does fine. i dont know. sighx. but yea. "not like he cares..." <--really?

*hangs head in sorrow*

but naw. im fine really. things are changing. bit by bit. but they are changing. am i happy now? i cant say i totally am. but yea. i suppose i sorta am. yea.

but yea. im disappointed. sorta. with a certain someone. i expected more from this friendship? i dunno. but like, i never thought these sorta thing would actually happen? sheesh

anyway.. i seem to be shopping a lot an all? really. sighx. but yea. it only gets depressing in the end when you look at your account balance. but yea. i love my purchases. an heh. i found a whole new avenue in shopping. more ways to deplete my account faster? but yea. i love them. am gonna get more! more! more!

*waves pompoms madly*

wow.. talk about mood swings man..