what a whirly day its been. sighx.

well, yes. i went tanning in the end. with yao.. mmm.. weird. was never that close to her.. but yea. i'v missed her i suppose. miss all of them? mmm.. the sun was freaking strong. but somehow my boobies dont seem tanned. curses. maybe its just some delayed reaction thingy? yea.. must be..

i wonder if the butt cheeks bikinis actually allow you to tan thru them.. yea. that'd be cool. anyone knows anyone who owns a butt cheeks bikini?

but yes.. sometimes i think i should just learn to shut up about things. i dunno. its like, im trying to torture myself or something. or perhaps im testing myself. ah well. i'v no fucking idea. argh. i just wish i'd snap outta it.. well, i suppose im semi snapped already. yeap. semi. but not totally..

yea. gimme time. an a man dammit.

ahhh. who needs em. *erks*