okay. today is a bad bad day. fucking bad day i might add.

one
in case you do not know yet.. i fell. bad. damn damn badly. im like how fucking hurt now la k. there's this bruise on my cheek. knn. its my first day of school tmr!! how am i gonna go for class tmr lor. i'd look like some abused girl. omg. which brings me to my next point

two
i start school tmr! *arrgghhh* save me. like, im this new girl? my "classmates" would all already be settled in an everything. buddies formed. so im gonna be this lil freak joining them. oh help. like, on one hand DUH i dont wanna be without friends, but on the other, i should be an anti social bitch. then no one would wanna go out with me. an then i can just be the good lil bitch an study all day long. *erks* how?

three
on my way to meet wenz, as i stepped outta the house. realised that my toenail is chipped. upon closer inspection, i realised the whole freaking thing came off. OMG. now, all that's left is this soft lil thing. omg omg omg. am i gonna be without a toenail for the rest of my life!? im only 19. iv still got at least 40 years ahead of me! [at least = more or equals to.. right? stats? someone?] im gonna be without a toenail for 40 more years!? wtf. an the nail was so pretty! sighx.

maybe its cuz of that fall this morning. maybe like, it knocked out everything. next thing you know, all my fingernails and teeth would fall out. then i'd really be a freak!

four
i didn get my phone. app pa's gonna get it tmr? but well, not gonna get my hopes up.

i seriously think staying at home the whole day gets me cranky. an it doesn help that all things bad are happening to me.

but i did have these occasional happy moments. but they arent enough. gimme more! an dammit. im not gonna go with wenz an corine tonight. sighx. will vespa be there later? aie. i swear, he'd make me happy. heh