sighx. feeling very.. stuck? stuffy. bothered. trapped. you get the drift.. i'd go flip through my thesaurus. but i shalln.

sighx. i dunno. suddenly feel the need to get out. to get away from all this. i hate it when i start thinking too much. then everything suddenly seems pointless. so meaningless. an like, just a while ago, i'd be all "lala" an all.. then.. suddenly.. like that. wish i knew what was going on within.

mmm.. feel like going for a long long run. yes. i do like to run. esp when i'v got a lot of things on my mind? all i want to do is run. run away from it all. but naw. its like 11+ at night. obv im not gonna go run. anyway. seem to have lost it. the stamina that is. i miss PE classes really. sighx.

am i falling into depression? naw. that's pushing things to far ain' it? sighx. i dunno. somebody help. need to unravel this big knot within. an the thought of having to go school tmr is really not helping. sighx. just sitting there.. sometimes i feel as if i know more than that silly ass'd teacher. ugh.

need to get away. but how? sighx. somebody save me.

you make me feel brand new..
so where are you? sighx.