omgggggg.. suay yee [smallest aunt from my mimi's side? ya. that word] won eighty eight fucking thousand dollars kz. at that bloody nkf shit la. wah. the luck some people have man. grrrr.. why couldn it have been mimi or something? but wah lau. 88k k. [hur] my gaaaaawwwwwwwwwd

anyway. bah. finally got to speak to raja today.. well.. just hoping for as much as possible. hope he gets back to me soon. awwww.. i'l miss that place sooo much.

like fuck.

but yea.. spoke to chad a lil more today.. turns out that both jeff an he are '85? omg. i swear. tho' jeff looks young? i somehow always had the impression that he was older. ditto with chad. but yea.. while talking to chad and jeff, realised that jeff has the most gorgeous eyes. ahahhaa.. as in. from a distance? so can you imagine how it looks like up close? its all big and googly.. and double eyelid'. with super long lashes. wow. but ya la. i suppose had i been more open in the beginning.. i guess i would'v gotten along with them all? mmm.. just have myself to blame.

on the other hand.. im not about to blame myself. i survived perfectly fine. they just lost out on making a really good friend. heh.

mmm.. an yea.. jamie called on sat? forgot to mention.. was in shock, cuz wasn expecting her call so soon.. but well.. i finally thought thru. called her back today to apologize. so yea. i'v turned it down. *sighx* so right now, i'l just survive on tuition and the occassional events thingo? *weak smile*

sighx. tis monday the 26th already. tis really really fast. sighx. just a lil over a day now. wish it didn have to be so. blerghx