never ever
-all saints-
a few questions that i need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
i need to know what i've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
is it that i never paid enough attention
or did i not give enough affection
not only will your answers keep me sane
but i'll know never to make the same mistake again

you can tell me to my face
or even on the phone,
you can write it in a letter
either way i have to know
did i never treat you right
did i always start the fight
either way i'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions i have to find

my head's spinnin'
boy i'm in a daze
i feel isolated
don't wanna communicate
i take a shower
i will scour
i will run
find peace of mind
the happy mind
i once owned, yeah

flexing vocabulary runs right through me
the alphabet runs right from A to Z
conversations, hesitations in my mind
you got my conscience asking questions that i can't find
i'm not crazy
i'm sure i ain't done nothing wrong, no
i'm just waiting,
'cause i heard that this feeling won't last that long

never ever have i ever felt so low
when you gonna take me out of this black hole
never ever have i ever felt so sad
the way i'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad
never ever have i had to find
i've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
i've never ever had my conscience to fight
the way i'm feeling yeah it just don't feel right

i'll keep searching
deep within my soul
for all the answers
don't wanna hurt no more
i need peace gotta feel at ease
need to be
free from pain
going insane
my heart aches yeah

sighx. unhealthy songs should be banned. esp in the middle of the day.

i just changed my mobile plan. *weee*
but i want those jay downloads singtel's advertising for. sighx. he's like how super sexy.

i'v got tuition later. so not looking forward to it. and that means i'd have to watch f.r.i.e.n.d.s. on tv mobile again. oh shit.

"women don't know the beauty of letting memories stay memories in their pure state. instead they [memories] are continually dragged out and rehearsed until they are all ruined and bleached of colour."
taken from my fave blog of the moment. tho i'd really hate to. but mmm. cant help but agreeing. do you do that too?