somehow i feel that my prev entry is totally incoherent. and fulla gibberish. or rather, its not as polished as my other entries. haha..

but whatever. screw you.

let's see.. i really must say that i'v been having crappy days of late. its just.. screwed y'know? totally direction'less. i thought it'd be better. somehow. bah. screwy.

rosie's leaving end of this month. at the very lastest, early sept. bah. jem's leaving early sept. fung's leaving 14th aug. bah. this is screwy indeed.

havent been talking much to people. feel like some recluse sometimes. but then again, im chatting with rosie and zan now. and i was on the phone with jia and wen [it makes up jiawen. but im talking about jiahui an huiwen. hahaha.. erm. rrrright] just now. but that's not the same. hmpf

and i havent been on sentosa for 10 days. feel.. soo.. bleached. erks.

im whinninggggg.. but i cant help it. oh woe is me.

oh, the idiotic lift broke down just now. how peachy. hmpf. i thought it wasnt that tough climbing up to the 15th floor. i was wronggggggg. i was happily taking double steps. then at like the 8th/9th floor. my legs were suddenly like lead. and every step i took was pure torture i tell ya. bloody hell. now i know how clive felt that time. geez

and will those bloody popups stop popping up!? fuck it.

but ya. go check this translater thingy out ya? its a hoot. like, try translating your own blog. its just comes out totally wrong i tell ya. erks. but its still a hoot. hah

bah. an im still feeling crappy. screw you. bah. i want my life back. bastards.

i think i max'd my happiness quota that night i went to see the fireworks. sighx. i'v not been happy for a really long while. think i used it all up that night. bah. what's happening to me. sighx. blerghx. whine. ugh. help.