WHINEFEST pt2

shit laaa.. i hate my hair. sighx.

i tried! i really did. but i really have no blooming idea how to style it. i need help. ling? somebody? help? sighx.

i dont mind my back.. its just the top.. i cant do anything with it. it's just wrong! an i really did tell the fucking hair stylist "i like the length [of my fringe].. just thin it." and this is soooo not just thinning? she totally clipped it all off! sighx. i mean, if i still had my old fringe.. at least i could at least still feel like a girl. albeit a k-pop crazed girl. but a girl nonetheless.

i feel like a boy! my hair is like.. i dunno.. jem's hair!? *arrrggghhh* then now im thinking bout the things clive an i used to tease jem bout his hair!? bwaaaaa...

an just last night, i dreamnt that someone complimented me on my hair. well, have you ever heard of the saying? a dream is a wish your heart makes? or dreams are the opposite of reality? oh man oh man.

i want my hair back. i miss my ol' boring hairstyle. the one i'v had from sec3 till year2. *sobx* anything but this boy cut. sighx.

i therefore shall fulfil all made appointments. but after that, i shall become a recluse and never step out of the house till my hair grows. or well, till i know what to do with it. sighx. help