yea.. my bad habit strikes again.. i was sorting through all my notes an all? and stumbled upon the letters that the sc girls wrote me.. haha.. lauren, rosie, swas and celine.. ahh.. felt like tearing when i read those letters again..

lauren's thank you notes.. all her words of encouragement.. really made me smile.. she's really sucha lovely sweet girl.. came across this photo of us in one of her cards..

awww.. how sweet. haha. we look so different..

then rosie's many many postcards.. so funny. she would write stuff like "i love you.. even if jess doesn't" ahahaha.. oh mann.. i cant believe how silly i was about the whole jess thing back then. jeez. but yea. she was always there.. cheering me up.. making me happy again..

and swas! hahaa.. all her funny funny antics. somehow, most of her letters to me were in chinese? or hanyu pinyin la. hahaha.. and there would always be these weird poems that she'd write. poems that made no sense whatsoever. none at all.. but they are oh'so funny.
wind wind blow blow
leaf leaf drop drop
lake lake dry dry....
[and it continues.. for another.. 21 lines. ahahhaa]

lastly, celine. her letters always had more content. haha.. but they weren't without silly things too..
sex, drugs, rock'n'roll
speed, weed, birth control
life's a bitch and then
you die, so fuck the world
and let's get high

and yea. others were less angsty..
.. let me make it up to you, i think eddie/edtz or edna is hot. she gives me the fever!
although i can't see it, i bet under the table, you're now giving me the finger
like whatever. i don't care. 'cuz i know she's nice, she's the best
so would that f***king -censored- and -censored- just give it a rest!

when i read that, i totally laughed out loud. but yea. i should be the one that gives that all a rest. so i hereby announce, that i wouldn gripe and grumble bout that whole thing anymore. yea? heh.

but ya. i have to agree.. celine's definitely a better poet. as compared to swas. but swas always surprised me.. life was really never dull with her around.. haha.. rosie was always there to brighten up my life.. and lauren was always there to give me support..

i really am blessed to have them in my life. i guess i dont really miss scgs? its more of the people that i miss.. an yea. i definitely miss those girls. *sighx*

love you all