good gawds. could the day be any worse? i mean.. fine. twas nice meeting up with isky just now. scaring the shits outta myself in shutter.
but bah.. things are just not helping. not even photos of jay.


..g h i JAY k l m n o p..
i am always beside jay. hehs.

taken at the concert by the way. can't remb where i stole this from.

anyway. feeling damn shit bout that chalet thing. its bloody frustrating. don't understand why it is being forced on us like that. it is evident that no one wants it.. how nice of her to shove it to us anyway. and not forgetting how nice of her to delegate the preparing of food to us.

thanks ah.. thanks. we really needed that.

wanted to take this all away from jie.. well, it aint working out. some people are just being so damn helpful with things.. *rolls eyes* everything is a mess.. and i fucking can't be bothered anymore.

ugh. frustrating. just think that the aunt is a pain. not forgetting her precious daughters. utterly hopeless. bloody irritating.

i miss you mommy. can you come have lunch with me?
rrrrrrights. and you are an undergrad. sooooo mature there.

whatever. feel like jie is being bullied by them sometimes. phft. whatever. sometimes i just don't dig this all.

listening to christmas carols just make me think of jujie. sighs.

and X is not for "x'mas" you stupid fucks.

i haven't found a job. crumbs. and i am still pasty white.
awww, fuck it. i'l just remain pasty white forever. balls.

i'm just about this close to screwing this phobia of being alone and just head down to sentosa on my own. and risk getting ambushed by dirty ol' men flashing their balls. or creepy guys in red trunks coming by to borrow suntan oil. or weird chatty bus uncles. eeks.