ooooo.. i've got cramps. ooooo

anyway. thankews y'all who wished me a very merry christmas.. ditto to those who sent cards.. awww.. you sho shweeeet!

i didn't reply. not cuz i'm bombed on my messages, or that i'm unfeeling.. but well.. just didn't feel christmas'sy enough.. its bad enough having to work on christmas [i'm working on new year's too. poof] but well, just simply not having any spirit sucked more.

last time, i had all the pressies to look forward to. i was young and materialistic.. how can you blame me.. but then of course, it was the meeting up with the family an all.. just basically bumming around with everyone.. now.. its just different.. felt cold even. sighs.

what's becoming to my life. feeling so detached sometimes.. like, everything i've known as a kid is fast fading away.

i feel like i've been cheated.
bah. humbug.

anyway. boo. the year's ending.. lets see what i've accomplished in the past year.. mmmm.. lemme see.. hmmm.. oh.. i know!

nothing

*rolls eyes* ain't life peachy?