had lunch with 'lek kor and danny just now.. his girlfriend, audrey,
came along.. and i must say.. they are a pretty good match. haha..

but yes. meeting up was.. well, good. for lack of a better word..
the whole scenario was so familiar? and yet different.. i just realised that i'm so darn cut off from them all? i mean, this is definitely not how i'd have expected things to turn out when i was young. sighs.

they were suchan important part of my life while i was growing up.. but well.. things change huh? blerghs. somethings don't tho'.. like through the influences of danny.. i've come to love archie? haha. and snoopy.. geez. talking bout this now makes me fuzzy. eeks

oh i dunno. i just feel so old. 20 already. looking at 'lek kor.. and bo'kor [we popped by for a visit].. they looked so... well, wrinkly.

ah well. i'm in desperate need of a tan. i'm feeling so damn faded. ugh. the horrors of that. and my hair!! its freaking uncontrollable. not even wax can tame it. dammit. i'm so tempted to using my hairband.
but me thinks i'd never be able to get away with that at work. phft

[edit] ugh. can't i end my blog on a slightly more positive note? dammit. its happening again. what the FUCK is wrong with you people!?