my granduncle passed away this morning

woke up to my uncle's voice in the living room. felt odd.. like, had this feeling something was wrong? but mimi left before i got out.. so yea. just found out only. mmm. she did call in the morning before i left for work.. but i just didn't know how to ask her.

its not like i am close to him.. but he's still a part of my childhood.

he has a nickname for me. well, he had at least. sighs. it was always fun going over to his place, cuz that meant durians. he'd always have like a bag of durians ready when i went over..

remb that shophouse of his.. it was old an dingy.. and yea.. roach infested. haha.. but there were always durians for me.

oh i dunno. growing old sucks. sighs. life's tough. wish i can crawl back into my safe lil' haven. the one i knew when i was young. where things were infinitely much simpler..