is it serious only when there's broken bones? thanks.

anyway. i was already told horus was gonna leave. and its as if he knew it too. he came up to me wed morning. following me everywhere.. manja all the way.



he insisted on lazing on the papers. how to gain knowledge when your cat's adament on not letting you to? haiyo. but then again, its only Life! .

was just telling alex bout how it seems that horus could sense he was leaving..

but to come back home. and see osiris waiting eagerly at the door. and from where i was, i could see a post-it on pa's room door. i just knew.

i didn't even have to read the note. i knew horus wasn't gonna be at home anymore.

osiris and horus came into my life 10 years ago. sure. they aren't mine mine. but...


that's him shortly after he arrived. small lil' furball.


baby horus scampering around. cute lil' bum


baby osiris and baby horus fighting.. osi looks damn fierce


looks like some indian dance.

osiris has the most ridiculously large ears. haha. esp when he was young


teenager horus. haha. he looks damn funny.


horus snoozing on his favourite chair

he's still so skinny then!


acting innocent


feeling guilty


horus as those of you who have seen him, now

he's not fat. he's husky. or fhunky. whichever you wanna call him


tee hee. after his bath. his clumpy fur. his weird dinosaur stance

i proclaim him, dinohorus.

true. between the 2 brothers. i prefer osiris. its just that he's more affable. horus has this nasty habit of biting you suddenly, in the midst of playing with him. and i can never fathom how to carry him. he has this weird way of going all lembek.

but. 10 years. how can you expect me to just accept it?

and osiris? save for instances when one was hospitalized.. they've never been seperated.. seeing that look on osiris when i opened the door. he's lost. i could only hold him.

sure. maybe i neglect him. but he had osiris? now? i'd rather she'd have taken both cats. sure, i'l be feeling worse. but at least they'd be together?

i have been trying to make it up to him. esp these few weeks when i'm stuck at home. but i wished i had carried him more. hugged him more.

i'l miss his weird smell. the way he sprawls on the floor. the way he silently follows you to the toilet. and ambushes you as you come out.. hoping you'd feed him. i'l miss the way he bumps into your legs to get your attention.


i'l miss you sooo much horus.

thanks babydear for accompanying me.