sighs. after 15 years of a being a student. this is it y'know? i've attended my last class. my final examinations are in a week's time. no more carefree days of lectures, tutorials, assignments, project groupmates that annoy the fuck out of you, tests and examinations.

and i attended my first ever interview 2 days back. woo. 2 in a day too. that's overkill. it was kinda nerve-wrecking. but then again. just smoke them buggers la. hope my smoking worked tho. hahahaha.

welcome to the world of office politics

but i still can't help feeling a lil' sad about it all. i've never really yearned to join the work force. so you can imagine how i'm feeling about this all.

back in jc1. was chatting with lynette about how we see ourselves to be in 10 years time. her impression of me was that i'd be a housewife. cooking curry for my hubby. preparing his newspaper when he reaches home -_- but honestly? that's kinda what i've grown to want.. except the newspaper bit [omg. those feminists out there are gonna kill me]

but really. i'm not ambitious. so i'm definitely not one of those who are gonna be climbing the corporate ladder. for me. a job's just a job. its not gonna be a career. its just gonna my stepping stone to my first gucci bag. [oh, i'm so shallow. sighs.]

going for the interview and fielding the interviewer's questions about "what do you hope to achieve from this job" and other similar shit. its like, sucha farce for me. hahaha. [OMG. what if my prospective employer chances upon my blog? i'm so screwed]

feeling so blah right now. sighs. i need my exam routine of home-cooked pasta. too bad there's no beer. ah well. i guess logan red date will do just fine. =)

to all taking their final papers.. 加油!! *waves pompoms*