heya babex.. mmmx.. its the start of a new relationship? (ahaha.. what the..)

yea.. anywayx.. jem got me into the idea of using ya.. hope i can get used to it? mmmx.. thanx to da lil bear..

anyway.. sighx.. i dunno.. have been really bothered by stuffs of late.. i dunno whats with me? i mean.. i guess its that whole cycle thingy? yea.. hope i get outta this slump real soon? crapx.. like..i dun like to wallow <-- did i spell that rightx? crapx.. i really really suck at spelling.. blerghx.. anyway.. ya.. dun like to be stuck in this down kinda part of life? i know its impossible to be happy an satisfied all the while.. but i wish i could.. things are so much peachier? hehx.. like duh? ahaha.. anywayx..

yea.. how how? dilemma now.. to go for the bbq or the movie thingy? mmmx.. i think like i dunno.. what if mimi doesn allow? it IS gonna be an overnight thingy? yea.. an you know how they are like.. blerghx.. sighx..

mmmx.. this is much easier? at least i dun get a hand cramp from writting too much? mmmx.. but this is bad? i mean.. iv finally started writting in my diary recently.. i dun wanna stop.. i muzn.. i wanna have like something concrete that i can look at when i grow old? yea..

ocean deep.. playin now on my thingy thingy? yea.. man.. really owe jem a lot? ahaha.. yea.. owe him for helpin out with all the netty stuffx ahaha.. anywayx.. reminds me of that cool lady.. i know her name.. jez that im not sure how ta spell? ahaha.. yea.. shall go get that tag thingy to check.. (actually its jez a lil bit away from where i am now.. too lazzzy.. hee)

wow..i wrote a lot? mmmx.. now what was that that i wanted to say now? ahaha.. forgot already.. sighx.. cmi

"when the answer to all my dreams
is as close as a touch away
why am i here
holding back what im trying to say"
~mmmx.. am such a sucker for lovey dovey songs.. they make me go fuzzy.. wish i had someone to go fuzzy with?

kk..shall go find the lyrics to ocean deep? heez..

love ya loads babex.. till next time..