heya sweetx.. darn.. keep coming here? tis bad.. mmmx.. but i still cant feel that thingy? as in.. i dunno. like what im tellin ya is so surface only? still feel uncomfy bout this whole online thingy? yeax..

mmmx.. met nurul online jez now.. miss that gurl.. i do.. she was askin me whats with my quextion marks? ahaha.. i dunno? yea.. guess i am really confused..

had a lovely dinner.. kinda.. ermx.. its kinda weird? cuz like.. mimi came by to my room jez now to tell me something bout dinner? but i cant remb exactly what now.. darn. is it that 1: jie's NOT coming home for dinner? or is it 2: jie IS coming home for dinner? i hope its 1.. hehx.. cuz i ate a lot of the fish? heez.. oopsies i should really start paying more attention to stuffs? ahaha.. yea.. the fish was delish.. some kinda new invention of mummsy's.. ahaha.. shes so cool.. i mean.. yea. cooking an all? y didn i inherit her cooking genes? ahaha.. yea.. cant cook for nuts.. only can steam fish? ahaha.. wow..

anyway.. read jie's "baby blues" while eating.. got me thinking bout parenting? that parents are real cool? kz.. not all the time la.. but yea.. they are.. i love my dear ol mimi.. ahaha.. i do.. cept when she starts getting at me bout my friends an band? oh please..

yeapx.. waiting for that new show to start? mmmx.. think its called "star search" yea.. nono.. not the lousy singapore one.. sheesh.. but yea.. an amazing race is starting again tonight! yay.. an theres edward sissorhands too? <--see told ya my spelling sucks.. crapx..

yea.. aiping jez jez called to ask about tmr's meeting with ms tie? ahaha.. mmmx.. think joshua called me jez now to ask something.. but i was napping? oh nooo.. i jez remb'd! arghx.. hope i didn say anything dumb.. crapx.. i should jez switch off my phone from now on rightx? but aiya.. got the habit of leaving my phone on from jinx.. speaking of him.. chatted with him last night.. i wonder if he still cares? ahaha.. im evil.. but yea.. i was really in the wrong.. should never have done what i did in the first place.. but it seems that he's forgiven me already.. sure hope so.. sighx.. yea.. he says he'd be coming for my upcoming concert? he's sweet la.. ;) hehx..

kkx.. think il prob drop by again later? oh dear.. better not neglect my other baby.. yea.. kk.. the shows starting?

oh..
"Will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine
I'll keep
Ocean deep.."

yepx.. love ya babex