heez.. papa's so cute? i msg'd him jez now askin bout dinner? i thot he was giving me attitude by not msg-ing back? turns out that he sent a msg to 9020 'stead of 9010? what the heck? doesn he use his phonebook function? sighx.. think his fingers are too big for his 8910.. phft.. anyway.. he brought back a handphone phamplet thingy thingy? yea.. nokia6800? the weird one? mmx.. the last time he brought one back, someone got a new phone? heez.. wonder if it'l happen again this time? heez.. kinda wanna new phone? totally totally bored with mine? tho ya.. i love it? ahaha.. anyway!~

yea.. ermx.. looked thru some stuffx jez now? guess i shouldn have cuz ya.. that jez made me think? yea.. thinking too much isnt good? but yea.. i miss those times? yea.. like, i really wonder where i stand in his life? i do get jealous of other people sometimes? but tis silly? ahaha.. but yea.. cant help la.. sighx.. is this creepy? weird? but mmmx.. tis jez me? mmmx.. wish i could be more impt in his life? am i, to begin with? 'sho hope so.. sighx.. mmmx.. aint depressed la.. jez thinking? an pondering? ya.. wanna make him happy? but how? sighx.. i wish i could like bring joy into his life sometimes? ya.. to make an impact even? but i dun even think i managed to create a dent? ya.. sighx.. i dunno.. wish i knew? but how to? crapx.. yea.. am thinkin about him again? i cant help it.. i jez do? everything reminds me of him.. everything? ahaha.. even the silliest lil things? heez.. but yea.. they are nice memories? mmx.. memories- dun really like this word? like, its as if i duno.. it past y'know? never to return? dunno la.. but ya.. mmmx.. miss him

anywayx.. chatting with elissa now? wow.. ahaha.. i didn know she had me on her list? tis weird? cuz like, i dun really know her an stuffx? dunno how much she rembs about me? ahaha.. then like, chatting with her=weird? yea.. hmmx.. scgs rawkx? heez.. still remb she was my sec2 sewing partner? ahaha.. she was hopeless with the needle? heez.. she jez sew without tying a knot at the end? an in the end, everything'l jez come out? heez.. silly girl.. but she was darn cool on prom night? wow~

anwyay.. got followed by a lil boy jez now? heez.. so cute.. cuz he got into the same lift as me.. then he looked so cute, when we got out, he was walking off la.. an he looked at me, so i smiled? eee.. then he started following me? teehee.. i jez love lil boys.. ahaha.. esp the toddlers.. eeex..

anywayx.. ya.. love ya toox..
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