yox.. mmmx.. im sucha moron? happily lorx.. woke up bright an early an bathed an stuffx? all ready to go for chem? sighx.. then it was like 7am? only? an i only needed to leave at 7.45? cuz, the thing starts at 8 mah.. sighx.. so i decided to ermx, take a nap? ended sleeping waaay past 8? sheesh.. so i decided to wake later to go for the tutorial instead? ya.. an happily, woke at 10.45? thinking that i only at 15 mins to get ready an stuffx? that i'd be a lil late for tutorial? nvm? at least i go? then dunno why, i was stoning on my bed for a while when it suddenly hit me? the tutorial was at 10 lorx.. bloody hellx.. sighx.. what the heck.. so i jez went back to sleep anyway.. teehee.. only woke at bout 11.45? when wenz called me.. ya.. so i went down to meet her to study? "study".. for bout 3 hours? tried to la huh? at least now got a bitty of mood?

anywayx.. everyone's seriously very ermx, sad now? sighx.. whywhywhy.. ya.. an i thot i was sad? like, now i realised that, well, my "problems" are so minuscule? (had to check the dictionary bout the spelling? but hey!!.. surprise surprise.. i spelt it right from the beginning? heyhey~..) anyway.. ya.. sighx.. i mean, ya.. im not as bogged downed as others are? i guess? anywayx.. while studying jez now.. "studying".. mmx.. kept thinking of him nonstop? ahaha.. esp after wenz left? an i was alone? (hey~ i was alone? surprise surprise again? but i only managed to last bout an hour? couldn take the loneliness aft that.. heez) ya.. i mean, thoughts of him kept floating back into my mind? i dunno? like seriously everything? mmmx.. yea.. somehow i didn feel lost? i felt sorta happy? ahaha.. i dunno.. yea.. i guess im learning how to cope with it? yea.. happy days are ahead....

anyway.. yeapx.. sucha nice day to tan? so nice an sunny? but i dun think id feel good bout goin to tan? ya.. probx end up feelin guilty? anyway.. my tanning partner not around? sighx.. nvm~

when i need you
just close my eyes and i'm with you..

heez.. am happier now? goodgood.. sighx.. but yea.. hope everyone else feels happy too? shall try to spread the happiness around? ahaha..
love ya~ ;)