hey~ sighx.. cant seem to do anything? crap.. mathx is freaking hard.. sighx.. give up.. for now la.. ahaha

something's seriously wrong with my eyes? cant seem to focus properly sometimes? maybe *gasp* im goin blind? ahaha.. i swear man.. an ya.. sighx.. the radio's playing that song? yea.. reminds me of him... ah well.. what the heck. sighx.. seems so pointless afterall? sighx.. disheartened? i dunno.. i dunno what word to use for what im feeling now? yea.. sighx.. but yea.. i really hope im thinkin too much also? what the heck~

yea.. watched tintin again today.. man.. the theme song is really really cool? ahaha.. i dunno.. im in like with it? heez.. really really? maybe its cuz its so bandy an all? but yea.. wow!.. really really like it.. ha~.. yea.. the melody's cool? but the background rhythm thingy is even cooler? ahaha.. its quite normal.. but yea.. so fun.. like so exciting? haha.. yea.. tis a cool cool piece..

yea.. shalln go online tonight i guess? it seems that i stay online longer then i always intend to? yea.. an im gonna attempt to wake bright an early tmr? yea.. cant always be waking in the mid-morn? mmmx.. gotta prep myself up for next week? *shudder* ha~.. yea.. crapx.. i really really think im so screwed lorx.. crapx..

anyway.. sighx.. yea.. il try not to think too much also? but everytime i try to sleep or something, i keep seeing him? sighx.. its not that im not trying? but sometimes when i least expect it, or when im in a moment of not thinkin of him, something jez pops up? like, something that'll remind me of him? sighx.. everywhere it seems? im surrounded by him.. ahaha.. even when he's so far far far away?

love ya~