heyhey~
eekx.. happily ah.. isk sent me this webby thingy for like, pix of a sex change? bleeerrrggghhh.. really really blleeerrrggghh lorx.. i mean.. woah.. feel like puking now? bllleerrrggghh

anwyay.. supposed to go for justina's concert on the coming 17th? but like, aiya.. dun really feel like goin also? but i feel bad la~ yea.. an then suddenly, a few weeks back, tejay msg's me bout it? askin me to accompany him to go? yea.. then today he msg'd again? aiya.. like.. i mean.. i dunno? for one i kinda dun wanna go already? an then second, its jez him? yea.. dun mean to be evil but ya.. sighx.. mmmx.. anyway, its been like ages since we'v met also? too weird~ yea.. but i dun think il be goin in the end also? ahahah.. dunno what im complaining about also? ahaha.. yea.. an happily once again.. he calls me "nana" *cringe*

yea.. anyway.. pa was so sweet jez now? he was playing with the cats an all? heez.. like i dunno.. "spot the invisible lizard"? ahaha.. yea.. but so cute.. ;)

sighx.. yea.. did more maths today? but its sooo not enough lorx.. what the heck

does he know already? oh gosh? or am i thinking too much once again? sighx.. my whole heart is sinking.. lower an lower.. sighx.. i really had an alrightx day today? but of all thingx.. sighx.. feeling low again.. sighx.. really really feel quite awful now? sighx.. think il go drown myself in discrete random variables and complex numbers or something.. blerghx.. how absolutely thrilling~

ughx..