yox.. yep.. memoir's come an gone? goodness.. this is like last year lorx.. totally went by in a flash? yea.. sighx.. (think im gonna be writing an essay now..)

anyway.. sighx.. it was horrid.. i totally screwed up clive's vivo per lei? sighx.. cuz like, dunno why, but like, my slide came out? first time? goodness.. like, only some notes didn have sound? then it was so screwed up lorx.. blerghx. but yea.. during interval, obv i cried? sighx.. like, of all things?! yea.. i felt positively rotten.. but bingzhen an angel came by to console me.. thanx.. i did feel better la.. thanx? ahaha.. yea.. i was feeling sooo down when i saw mr leng.. an like, soonwei an sinyiaw came in at that pt? blerghx.. felt awful.. but mr leng is really really nice? he was all like i understand? an he was saying that we'd play vivo for encore piece? wow.. yea.. then i saw clive? blerghx.. so sorry.. sighx.. but aight.. during the encore.. it was much much better? app clive cried aft my part? but why? sighx.. yea.. guess like, last perf ever? i dunno.. i felt like crying too? ahaha.. aft that part, first time was cuz i felt jez so damned fucked up, an the last time cuz i was jez so damned touched? yea.. i mean.. yea.. really really touched? i mean, the band? like.. they were really understanding? sighx.. seriously what'd i do without them lorx.. they are my life? an this was like.. sooo meaningful? i mean, not that i ever wanted that to happen? but yea.. thanx sooosooo much? yea.. now i feel eternally indebted to them.. ahaha..

anyway.. ya la.. jinx, 'mad, isk, rosie, lauren, celine actually came? so happy.. mummy an jie too? but aiya.. dun talk bout the last two.. irritate me only.. sighx.. yea.. thanx for coming.. esp rosie they all? like, i know that they dun understand this whole thing? an well, its so far an outta the way for them? yea.. i love them.. i love 'mad an isk toooo.. they are so cute? yea.. an sinyiaw an soonwei? ahaha.. they shouted for me? so cute? ahaha.. thanx.. i love them too... aiya.. i love the whole world? ahaha.. yea..

yepx.. i guess today on the whole was great? went for the midnight show? ju-on? scary la.. but dumb plot? ahaha.. but yea.. jem an clive were like too tired or something? ahahah.. dun think they enjoyed it much? but best loz.. clive walked home from bukit batok? like.. woah.. so far? yea..i think he's still walking.. he msg'd me back at 3.25+? saying he's still walking..dun think he's stopped also la..

aiya.. wasted? dun have camera? wanted to borrow from da jie actually? but fergot? nvm.. sighx.. whatever? ahahaha..

yea.. reached home freking late lorx.. so gonna get screwed tmr morn? ahahah.. anyway.. ya.. pa got a new tv? a 29 thingy? (dunno whats the units of measurement for it?) ya.. so cool? its a flat thingy? i forgot what's it say on the box? ahaha.. yea.. i only remb 58kg? woah.. scary.. but ya la.. 'sbout time also? the old one has been like going nuts all this while? so dumb lorx.. what the heck.. feel as if sadako might come out any moment or something.. okok.. out of pt liaox..

heehee.. isk said i sounded nice? heehee.. clive's friend too? hehx.. an ya.. chatting with jinx now? ahaha.. he looks weird with long-ish hair.. still remb his porcupine head? hehx.. yea.. an chatting with maddy now too? nono.. not 'mad.. but yea.. maddy? madeleine? ahahah.. still remb how to spell her name? hehx.. yea.. silly lil girl.. i miss her? yea.. hopes she like not too wild or anything now man.. sighx.. ya.. an is my butt big? *whinex.. isk says it is.. ugh.. whatever you know..blerghx

yepyep.. dunno what else to say? but well..JJC band forever? ahaha.. yea.. yepx.. you all will forever be in my heart.. really really? jj band.. i dunno.. maybe cuz its fresher in my mind? but yea.. i do kinda like it more than sc band? nono.. but well..i dunno? sighx.. ooo.. lengy might be going to take over sc? yay! cuz well, yappy's probx gonna quit if sc's not gonna get silver (again) an app lengy wants to change his secondary schools? so yea..hoping for the best? ahaha.. mr leng rawks? i jez lorve him to bits? ahaha.. kkz.. too much

anyway.. yea la..have been at this for 1hour 15mins already? ahaha.. keep gion off to msg peeps la.. sorry? heez..
yea.. love ya babex..

i live for her, music
i live for her