heya againx.. anyway.. ya.. am i the only one that didn go out after the mids? ahaha.. mmmx.. seems like it? anyway.. somehow or rather, not that affected? i know if this had been a few years back, i wouldv been all wallowy an stuffx.. but im actually pretty okay bout staying at home this time? wow? i surprise myself sometimes? ahaha.. yea.. maturity? mmmx.. maybe maybe.. ahaha.. yea.. by myself? heez.. kinda.. anyway!

ya.. tried to do my work? wow! another surprise? ahaha.. yea.. started on the NMR tut.. man, its hell tuff? really.. i mean, maybe its also cuz i wasnt there for the lectures? yea.. think they were doing that lecture during the SYF season? ahaha.. yea.. then happily, got jem to help me copy the notes? ya.. so like, tho my lect notes are full, iv no recollection of it whatsoever.. hope they dun start askin bout the front part? the whole induced field, shielding blah things? my stars.. is that physics or something? what the heck.. arent we studying chemistry now? blerghx..

anyway.. basically trying to da fa time? ahaha.. yea.. gonna catch amazing race? heez.. yeapx.. an am gonna meet the girls tmr? mmmx.. tis been a long time? since lauren's b'day if im not wrong, but they met up for my concert? but obv i wasnt there with them.. ya.. speaking of b'days.. a lotta peeps had their b'days? ahaha.. yea.. jiahui on the 2nd, joyce too? yea.. an today's big sis' wedding anniversary? yea.. coolx.. mmmx..

anyway.. still cant remb what i wanted to say? ahaha.. yea.. i dunno. the fuzziness has started again.. maybe cuz no more exams to distract me from that distraction? so ya.. but this time.. i dunno.. tis weird? sighx.. i dunno.. i really dunno.. feeling luan'd again? sobx.. sighx.. im not sad sad? jez i wish for more.. but ya.. anyway.. k.. now its kinda funny to put this here.. but ya.. didja know? "A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes."? ahaha.. got it in this email that nurul babex sent me.. ahaha.. yea.. wow.. fun~ ha.. yea.. miss her man.. sighx..

but ya.. this emptiness.. its so achy? i dunno.. man.. im so way not in the mood to go out tmr? as in, il probx be swooning to them the whole time tmr? an it can get kinda buggy? ahaha.. jez hope they dun mind? ahaha.. yea.. but seriously, this is all i can think of now now? yea.. an i miss band? sighx.. i still wish i had played better for memoir? ahaha.. this is what happens when you jez sit in front of the comp? you think too much.. ahaha.. yea.. but i do.. i do.. for more reasons than one? but mmmx.. nvm..

ooo.. anyway.. remb'd one of the things? ahaha.. alvin finally contacted me! ahaha.. yea.. tis been a long time? (an he still happily ask about "wang rui ling"? ahaha.. funny funny.. heez.. happily ah~) yea.. an it was like, i dunno why, but on wed, i was thinking bout him while at mac? when i was alone in the morn la.. wanted to msg him, but i didn know when he would be back? so i didnt.. then ahaha.. at night he calls me on my hp.. wow.. an when i saw his name.. like.. wow? ahaha.. cool cool.. but sighx.. if only this happens with him.. yea.. jez one thought an he'd call? mmm.. nvm.. make it a msg.. i dun ask for much.. ahaha.. but ya.. sighx.. wishful thinking? kinda hoping its not. come'on now.. msg me!!! best still.. call!!! ahaha.. ok.. this is sad.. blerghx

oh ya.. ahaha.. another thing? yeapx.. received an email from yas? wow.. so cool.. so nice to hear from her? mmm.. remb last time JI? it was Sonia, Edna, Xiu, Yas.. ahaha.. an the reason for that arrangement of names? ahaha.. go figure.. ahaha.. yea.. ;)

yeapx.. thats all fer now? ahaha..
love ya~