man im making a lot of entries? ahaha.. but ya.. too long didn blog? anyway.. yeapx.. sighx.. k.. now im kinda irritated? i mean, like, helllooo... jez chill? i mean, its really what the heck lorx.. you call an you are all like picky an stuffx? i mean, i am the one thats going rightx? why the heck are you taking it out on me? sighx.. its like, mood-destroying you know? sighx..i tried to tell you? but i didn know how to say? i mean like, i have band an lauren has council? i mean, i dunno how much you really get? but i mean, its not that we dun care? not that she doesn care? sighx.. seriously, if i was supposed to meet you all? but i had to go back for band for something urgent? i think i'd choose band really? sighx.. i mean, its not that i dun understand what you are going thru? but why the heck did you have to take it out on me man.. what the heck lorx..

arrrggghhhhx~ anyway.. ya.. feeling that fuzzy fuzzy thing again? i always feel funny after updating isk? ahaha.. yea.. what the heck.. aiya.. its jez that i think too much? i hope for too much too.. but you cant blame me? isnt that what happens to everyone? that everyone hopes for too much? sighx.. but i guess, sometimes.. hope is all i can do? sighx.. like im keeping myself up with all these dreamx an wishes? hoping fer them to come true? sighx.. but they'l never~ i dunno.. sometimes im jez so satisfied (am i really?) with these empty dreamx? but then? sighx..i really wanna know what i want.. sighx.. y'know? iv always loved the song dreaming of you by selena? yea.. i mean, the lyrics are really nice? but the part that really gets to me is the end of the song? like, a proper ending? a closure? when will it be my turn? sigh~

late at night when all world is sleeping
i stay up and think of you
and i still can't believe
that you came up to me and said
"i love you"

i love you too...

now i'm dreaming
with you tonight
till tomorrow
and for all of my life
and there's no where in the world i'd rather be
then here in my room
dreaming with you
endlessly...