heyx.. having my listening tmr.. yipex.. an my ear hurts now.. ahaha.. *ouch*.. yea.. cuz i havent been wearing earrings for ages? i took em off after memoirs i think? yea.. then wanted to wear something jez now.. my gosh.. it's like freaking hard to put in? it hurts! arghx.. dammit.. sighx.. that one's like an old earhole? since sec2.. how come still like that? *ouch* then i jez took the earring out again.. eeps.. painpainpain!! sighx.. but ya.. whats wrong man.. hope it doesn close? sighx.. so long liaox.. ah doi.. *ouch*

anyway.. crapx.. didn get to watch amazing race, cuz jie was sleepin already, an mimi was watching her show outside? sighx.. nvm.. shall watch the taped one.. *ouch*

mmmx.. dunno why im blogging again? but ya.. fer fun? i dunno.. sighx.. did a lil econs today.. man.. i keep doing econs? but ya.. must start on chem.. (am i starting to sound nerdy? jeez..) mmmx.. organic chem.. wow.. daunting.. but must do? sighx.. come to think of it? i realy wonder how i managed to cope with studying for 8 subjects back in sec school? okay, technically, it aint 8? minus english an chinese.. 6 la.. but still? am only doing 3 now? but like struggling? sighx.. an ya.. heez.. sometimes i stone during lectures, an i think back, i jez cant remb how the teacher teaches in class? tis seems so weird? ahaha.. but ya.. jez cant picture it anymore? heez..*ouch*

mmmx.. happy thoughts? i'l try? but ya.. i can't.. now at the mo.. i jez feel, deadened? sighx.. yeapx.. i need some time first? i dunno.. i need more than time.. sighx.. wish i could be all "whop-dee-doo" bout this all? but ya.. cant.. not now.. miss him.. i really do.. sighx.. in soo many many ways.. so many ways.. sighx.. wish i could turn back time.. but i cant.. tis over, never to come back? yeapx.. +thinkin of him+

sigh.. freakin tired.. *ouch*
~ love you