hmmm.. iggy kor kor called jez now during dinner? an now she's out meeting him.. hmmmx.. i really dunno bout it? sighx.. its been what, 11 years now? since they were together? an bout like 5 years since they broke? sighx, but i know she still (dare i say it?) loves him? but ya.. i wouldn blame her.. 6 years? 6 whole years? who would'v thought they'd break? sighx.. but yea.. i dunno.. i really thought they would be forever? but, yea.. guess i thought wrong again? sighx.. what's it like? being in a long term relationship? i really admire these peeps sometimes.. wow.. admire? maybe envy? yea.. to find that special someone? but ya.. look at jie? that's certainly not very good.. sighx, sometimes i wonder if she's moved on.. i really hope she has for her own sake? i mean, it has been really long.. an well, she's got her own life to lead? sighx.. but ya.. now he's back? i know he's changed? but i wonder whats the real reason for their break? he still seems to care sometimes? i dunno really? but ya.. i hope she's alright? sighx.. i miss having him around actually? i mean, he was almost already family? yea.. an he was a nice kor? aahah.. yeapx.. anyway..

watched this show jez now on channel news asia? "face 2 face" an the topic was "women have evolved, but men haven't".. i disagree really? i can't deny that men havent evolved? but like, i have to admit, there are still some really shallow women out there? yea.. an well, if one was to talk about the gender roles, ermx, i dun really think mine has changed much from the traditional viewpoint? yea.. sad to say? but ya.. that's me.. give me a choice, i'd chose to be a housewife? an well, be taken care of by my husband? i do know a lot of girls out there who'd disagree, an chose to lead their own lives, but not me.. hahah.. but ya.. thats jez me? mmmx.. but if i were to see as a whole? yea.. i do think that men have evolved? maybe more so in the developing or developed countries la.. but singapore? maybe half half? there are still some very stuck-in-the-mud guys out there? mmmx.. making sense? ahaha.. but ya.. not me.. heez. am not stating my point properly, if this were a paragraph in my GP essay, i'd sure flunk this paper.. ahaha.. but ya.. this aint a GP essay now.. ahaha.. maybe i'l go write one later? on this topic? an post it on ya.. ahaha.. its pretty nice to talk about really.. ahaha.. i like.. ;) an i wanna get an A1 like aloy? ahaha.. doubt i can tho.. A2? *crosses fingers an toes an everything else that can be crossed? ahaha*

well, an i think that whole hoo-haa over the whole gay thing in singapore is ridiculous. bah.. totally blown way outta proportion? well, im happy that now, they are viewed more as equals? an not as like, the "unseenables"? or something? yea.. they are people too.. an well, thats jez them? as least they aren't like, i dunno.. dirty ol men? ya~.. THEY are the ones that should be outcasted man.. yeech.. gives me the creepers..

mmm.. finally did organic today? yea.. an yesterday too la.. but ya.. hey.. organic chem aint too bad? actually, chem aint that bad after all? heez.. kinda like it really.. ahaha.. okok.. two down, one more to go? maths? gotta start liking it? ahaha.. but ya.. i only like it when i get the answers.. ahaha.. as for chem, its pretty fun to study actually.. an well, econs rawkx! ahaha.. man~ totally nerd.. tsk.. well, good good? good that im keeping myself occupied? less time to moon? not that im not at all? but ya.. cutting down? mmmx.. but yea.. *sighx* ??

love ya~