blerghx. i dont know why its getting to me suddenly. maybe its cuz of the hair. an that conversation i had with wenz just now. an those pix i just just saw on (bloody) friendster.. its never gotten to me before? really really. an yea. i know i'l snap outta this. but hey. lemme wallow a bit here aye? sighx. yea. sighx. ugh. so saddifying sometimes. hmpfx. well, we cant all be yea? but hmpfx. why does it always raiiiiin on me.. yea.. sorta. just for once id like to see how it feels like too? hmpfx. yea. i dont know. i know it aint all important. but you must be a moron to think that it doesn at all? cuz face the damn facts of this fuckin exsistance on this damned planet man. it does. ugh. ya. i know i'l snap outta this. maybe its too much sun. an the hair. definately the damned hair.. grow come'on.. grow.. argh. just for once listen to me an miraculously grow overnight? i swear i'l change.. whatever you want me to do, i'l do it. just bloody hell grooowwwwwwww....