yea. kinda just reached home. went to send jie off just now. when we arrived at the airport, emi jie was there too? yea. its been a long long long time since its been just the 5 of us? yea. just like old times. i mean, its not that i dont like having the kids or dom kor around. but it just aint the same? yea. it was nice. we had breakfast together an all.. yea. its really been soosoo long. sighx

well, she cried before we left the house. i think it was the cats. yea. i know it must be so darn hard on her? sighx. an the cats too. i wonder if they understand. she says they kinda do know? sighx..

yea. pa cried too? i never i thought he would. but he did. in the lift on the way back, he was like "you think papa wants her to go? i dont. but its her life.." or something like that. sighx.. well, its not that i want her to go too?

i dont know. i'l really really miss her? this day finally came? an she's already gone like that. i dont know. i still cant picture things without her? all the holidays an all? christmas? now who's gonna drag me to the midnight mass? sighx. an like, chinese new year? yea. she wouldn be coming back then too. sighx. an this year, app pa has to work? so its just gonna be mimi an i. things are just not the same. sighx. i dont know. 2 years? that means twice of everything? birthdays. festivals? everything? sigh. i dont know. now the house would be even more quiet when i return? esp when mimi is usually at emi jie's place an all? sighx.

i really hope she copes well over there. i really really do.

i miss her already?