okay, i just managed to sustain a 1+ minutes conversation in hokkien with my grandma. which is an improvement i must say.. haha

ah well, it seems that im alright actually. i saw my grades, i didn go in shock, i didn cry. well, until i called emi jie to tell her? but yea. i was alright. i dont know if its cuz its all bottled up inside? or if its cuz im really really alright about it?

i didn think much of my grades? as in, i didn go ponder about it.. then last night, on my walk back? i realised just how shit ass'd it was.. haha.. tian ah.

but everyone's really nice? wen stayed back in school with me? then when i reached home, celine called an she was a brick. jinx was trying to help me out an well, everyone's just being fabby. now eugene says that after i retake, we'l go to the same course in uni, an we'l be classmates again. ahaha.. funny boy..

but yea. to everyone else out there.. all the bandiex, my class people.. hope you all will get into the course you want? an for those that would be repeating or considering repeating right now.. im gonna repeat too! [why do i sound so happy about that?] we shall push each other along okay?

sighx

seems like the people around me arent that happy with their results? is it me? am i a jinx or something? sighx. but yea. everything would be fine. we will pick ourselves up. right? im not stupid. i can do this. i can do better than the bare minimum for a full cert. i can do better. yeapx.

will not let stupid distractions get to me now.. but i do wonder how that stupid distraction fared? sighx..

but now i dont know. dont think JJ would let me back? cuz i got my friggin' full cert. then how? what should i do? should i go to one of those private schools? or should i really do private?

*eep*